More particulars are coming to gentle about Angus Cloud‘s last days, and it appears like he was having a brilliant robust time mourning the lack of his father.
The Euphoria star’s household already indicated his psychological well being was a priority forward of his loss of life. On Monday once they introduced his premature loss, they shared he “intensely struggled” with the passing of his 65-year-old dad Conor Hickey, who died on May 18th after a quick battle with most cancers.
Conor was reportedly cremated in Oakland, California, the place he had been dwelling because the ’80s together with his spouse Lisa and their youngsters, Angus and twin sisters Molly and Fiona, all of whom have been born within the US. But after a memorial service in Cali, the household flew to Ireland on July 19 to do the identical together with his family within the space. Now, family and friends who have been with Angus throughout his father’s burial providers are opening up concerning the tough time he was having.
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Speaking to DailyMail.com on Wednesday, pals stated the 25-year-old was “very emotional” whereas in his dad’s house nation of Ireland final week to scatter his dad’s ashes on his 100-acre farm in Laurelstown, County Meath.
Per household buddy Mick Gleeson, Angus skipped a quick ceremony on the farm, choosing the privateness of his lodge room three miles away as an alternative. He was staying at Kettle Country House lodge for a five-night go to, the place he’d been up to now. Staff advised the outlet he regarded “very upset” and was “very quiet” throughout his keep, one worker expressed:
“We did see him, but he was not really talking to anyone and was very quiet.”
As for why he didn’t present as much as the preliminary occasion, Mick shared:
“He was just so traumatised that he could not attend. He was in a very bad way and in total shock. He was in such a fragile state and struggling with the death of his father. He was like a rabbit caught in the headlights and was just unable to come to terms with his loss.”
When Mick did work together with him, he recalled:
“I sat down with him and said he was now the man of the family, and he just could not handle it. He was a broken man.”
Conor was stated to be Angus’ “best friend,” so it’s no shock the younger man was so distraught. Another buddy furthered:
“I think coming back to his father’s place of birth and all that contained was just too much for him. He could not face the final goodbye to his father. It is awful that he felt so overcome that his own life has come to an end.”
It is actually so, so unhappy.
Other sources stated Angus finally regained his composure and went to the farm with an aunt to scatter some ashes by himself. He then attended two different ceremonies with prolonged relations. One happened on the cemetery the place Conor’s ashes have been scattered over the graves of his dad and mom. In one other ceremony that included Conor’s sisters Gay, Mary, and Margaret, and his pals from the Ashbourne Rugby Club, the group walked to one of many fields close to a two-story house on the entrance of the farm and scattered extra ashes. Mourners who noticed Angus all through the weekend stated he was in a “highly emotional state,” which is comprehensible.
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Looking ahead, pals don’t assume Angus’ ashes will probably be scattered in County Meath, regardless of how a lot time he spent there together with his dad. Another pal Noel McLaughlin advised the outlet:
“Angus used to love coming back to County Meath with his father who made a point of returning every year. He did love it here, and the pair of them would go out shooting in the fields. It is tragic what has happened, and Angus was very upset when he was here. It will be up to his mother where she decides his resting place will be.”
Gerald Hough, who runs a pub in Banagher County Offaly, chimed in:
“We are all deeply saddened at the loss of Angus, leaving behind so many broken hearted family and friends. He was an immense talent and kindhearted soul he will be missed by all of us. We shared a great night at J.J Houghs Singing Pub last summer at a family reunion and these are memories we will cherish forever. He was great craic and as Irish as you can get, he even shot a scene with me for my annual Christmas ad for The Pub. May he Rest in Peace.”
Such a tough time for this whole household. Two huge losses in such quick proximity. 
It’s heartbreaking to know Angus was struggling a lot simply earlier than his loss of life. As we reported, simply days after returning house, Angus was discovered with out a pulse in his household house in Oakland. His mom positioned a name to 911, reporting a “possible overdose.” The official explanation for loss of life has not been revealed but. We are sending like to all his household and pals proper now.
If you or somebody you already know is considering suicide, assist is obtainable. Consider contacting the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline at 988, by calling, texting, or chatting, or go to 988lifeline.org.
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