On the new Home Is Where album, The Whaler, there’s a track known as “Every Day Feels Like 9/11.” On the day that I communicate to vocalist Brandon MacDonald and guitarist Tilley Komorny, the sky throughout the East Coast is yellow with wildfire smoke, and it’s straightforward to grasp what MacDonald meant by that. It additionally makes the next track, “9:12,” hit even tougher. “And on September 12th, 2001, everyone went back to work,” are the one lyrics within the monitor. Amid local weather disasters, LGBTQ+ persecution, and white supremacist violence, day by day, and the one after, holds some type of trauma.
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The Whaler offers with these emotions by unflinching, unsettling imagery and exorcistic emo-folk—opening the album with the traces, “Kites and intestines tangled in branches / I’m spilling my guts to the gutless”. MacDonald is a poetic lyricist and an intense vocalist, possibly one of the vital hanging frontpeople within the indie underground proper now. It’s this that made the band’s 2021 debut I Became Birds an immediate emo basic. It unfold quick throughout Twitter upon launch, with followers praising the band’s Elephant 6-indebted sound and MacDonald’s vivid lyrical dissection of gender dysphoria.
The Whaler is darker than that album, musically and lyrically, however there’s nonetheless heat within the band’s fervent fan help. Home Is Where’s motto is “Our band could be your neighborhood.” The neighborhood the group is constructing is rising ever extra essential. MacDonald and Komorny are each trans girls, as are most of the followers that maintain Home Is Where pricey, and within the band’s residence state of Florida, anti-trans legal guidelines are quickly being handed. It’s powerful to know if there’s an answer, and a sure hopelessness is on the crux of The Whaler. That makes it all of the extra important to those that present as much as yell alongside on the reveals.
In Alt Press’s dialog with MacDonald and Komorny beneath, we get to know the band’s origin story, and why they evaluate this brutally despairing album to Seinfeld.
How did you every get into the world of DIY music?
Brandon: I sort of fumbled into it. I simply wished to put in writing songs. Playing reveals and getting concerned with folks was tremendous cool and a complete optimistic, but it surely wasn’t social for me. I simply wished to make artwork, that was the one factor. But the social facet of it, I’ve received to satisfy folks I in all probability wouldn’t have in any other case met, and have modified my life in a method or one other.
Tilley: When I used to be 15, there wasn’t any all-ages venue in my city. So myself and I believe three different folks, we received collectively a PA and set it up in a headshop known as Green Life, and we began throwing all-ages reveals. It was a very small however actually cool scene of like, emo and post-hardcore model bands in our space. I met plenty of actually cool folks by that, and that’s how I ended up having any purpose to maneuver as much as North Florida. It’s been how I’ve discovered my mates and neighborhood for certain.
When you first began, or early within the venture, what was the purpose for Home Is Where?
Brandon: I wished it to be one thing for my rapid good friend group to have the ability to dance to and scream to and get collectively and hang around to. The entire level of it was simply to attempt to make one thing stunning. And I don’t know the way profitable we’re, however we strive our greatest to make one thing stunning each time.
Like you mentioned, you simply wished to make one thing to your rapid good friend group. As it turned out, when I Became Birds got here out, it had a a lot, a lot wider response than that. How did you’re taking that?
Brandon: It didn’t really feel actual, and it nonetheless kinda does not really feel actual. It’s in all probability not actual. I imply, I’m eternally grateful for it. It’s nonetheless one thing I’m processing. In web years or music years, it feels prefer it got here out some time in the past, however in all honesty, it’s actually not been that lengthy. And it’s kinda a giant adjustment, like, with none in-between, going from being a very native band to having the Washington Post write a couple of present you performed. It’s nice in plenty of methods, and really, very bizarre in plenty of different methods. But I’m grateful for it. I positively really feel validated for certain. I really feel like if we stopped doing this tomorrow, it was all nice. [But] I assume I felt that approach earlier than too.
Let’s discuss The Whaler. What was the method of writing it musically?
Tilley: Most of the time if we weren’t writing on tour, it was over a Facetime. And then primarily me making a demo and bringing it to the band after which all of us work collectively. There was this concept that it might be like a pop file, akin to love Beach Boys Smile Sessions sort stuff. It’s received so much occurring, instrumentally and simply thematically.
And as soon as we have been capable of be in a setting just like the studio that we recorded in with Jack Shirley, there have been so many extra assets that have been attainable to us, like shit that we simply merely both a) cannot afford or b) didn’t know we may do. We simply knew the sound and have been like, how does that sound work? And it’s like, oh, you set a tape in a microwave and you then like loop it round a hi-hat stand and play it in reverse. Stuff like that. And yeah, we grew to become like Jack’s children, simply taking part in with all of his tambourines and kazoos and shit.
Is there something notably cool you ended up making an attempt?
Tilley: There’s an avant-jazz noise part on the finish of the primary track. And that guidelines. It’s simply all of the spaghetti thrown on the wall. Just each thought attainable. And within the recording, we went to — our good friend Joey Tobin was documenting it, they usually introduced a little bit area recorder, like an audio recorder. We went to love a smash room and broke a bunch of stuff with hammers and baseball bats and shit, like TVs and dinner plates and bottles and furnishings and issues like that, and recorded all of these sounds. And it was actually enjoyable to place that right into a transition piece, identical to a little bit sound piece. That was tremendous enjoyable.
How in regards to the lyrical course of?
Brandon: Every track kinda comes from a distinct place. There’s some songs which are like frankensteins of various poems, the place I took the traces that stood out and stitched them collectively. And then there’s ones which are simply written starting to finish with some sort of narrative or thought, after which there’s others that simply kinda begin off with a phrase or an thought or an occasion or an individual, and you then construct it over time. It’s completely different, trigger for Birds it took me like 9 years to put in writing the lyrics. And to kinda have had an opportunity to let that go — I felt misplaced for a minute, ‘cause it’s like seeing your child go off to varsity. It’s like empty nest syndrome.
I used to be making an attempt to consider the place my head was at on the time, and the place the world was at from my rapid perspective, like my intestine response to sure issues. The course of that it took or no matter, I don’t wanna repeat it. It received to a reasonably darkish place. But within the studio, it’s loopy, as a result of these songs that started off as one thing virtually like… I don’t wanna say I used to be afraid of them or no matter, however they’re simply kinda heavy for me. And then to enter the studio, I had the very best time, like essentially the most enjoyable I believe I’ve ever had, making this file. So I received closure with it virtually. ‘Cause there was like a minute where I almost hated it, because it’s popping out of simply – , it’s like discovering a bit of gold in a pile of manure. But, yeah, recording it, it felt like I used to be free, just like the gates have been opening or one thing.
The album offers with the fixed trauma of the apocalyptic world we stay in. What conclusion do you come to, if any?
Brandon: I’ve seen [in] completely different write-ups and stuff for the file that it’s like life-affirming, or I maintain seeing the phrase “catharsis.” And I don’t really feel that in any respect. I don’t really feel like there’s any catharsis. The file actually doesn’t finish, it simply continues to loop and loop and loop till you resolve it’s over. A purpose why I’ve such a sophisticated relationship with this file is as a result of to me, it comes throughout hopeless. Maybe I’ll have a distinct interpretation of it over time. But it got here from these kinda ideas that you simply don’t imagine however you suppose when your fucking again is simply towards the wall. I don’t imply to love, sound like fatalistic or nihilistic or something like that. I’m glad that persons are getting one thing optimistic out of it once they’re listening to it on the very least. But there’s no message, there’s not like an ethical, I’m not making an attempt to evangelise something. It’s observational. It’s like Seinfeld. [Laughs]
It’s a very terrifying time to be trans within the United States, particularly in Florida. What does it really feel wish to be in that state proper now, and what’s your relationship with your private home state for the time being?
Brandon: It appears like 9/11.
Tilley: Brandon moved [away] a short while in the past, and I’ll be shifting quickly. I misplaced my healthcare and issues, which is fairly loopy. And additionally there’s a toilet ban now and shit, they usually’re making an attempt to move a drag ban just like how they did in Tennessee. I imagine I communicate for Brandon on this too, that we each genuinely actually like Florida.
Brandon: Yeah, I really like Florida. My coronary heart aches. I want I may stay there nonetheless.
Tilley: Yeah. We’ve received plenty of actually good mates who’re nonetheless going to be dwelling right here. And it’s not secure, which is terrible, ‘cause it’s genuinely essentially the most stunning place on earth that I’ve seen. I used to be up within the northeast just lately, I used to be in Boston. And no person seems to be at you. You can simply sort of be an individual. I can use the ladies’s restroom. It’s superb. You don’t get that right here. I simply received again from Planet Fitness, and I went in a sports activities bra and received a fucking loss of life stare from everyone. That’s not the case somewhere else. You see that and also you’re like, wow, you don’t must stay in a perpetual hell, which is fairly cool.
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