Love Is Blind's Micah BREAKS DOWN Crying While Addressing Her 'Mean Girl' Behavior On Show!

One of Love Is Blind‘s most embattled stars is talking out about her portrayal on-screen.

If you’ve been watching season 4 of Netflix‘s dating show, you know exactly who Micah Lussier is. She’s taken warmth for her “mean girl” conduct each out and in of the pods since this season began streaming. Whether she was being impolite to different contestants with pal Irina Solomonova within the ladies’s lounge at the beginning of the season or flirting along with her ex Kwame Appiah — one other girl’s fiancé! — out in the true world, she’s been slammed for just about all the things she did on the present! The controversy acquired so dangerous, she needed to difficulty a public apology late final month!

And she’s not completed paying for her actions but!

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On Tuesday, the 27-year-old sat down with Entertainment Tonight to handle her conduct on the experimental relationship present. Getting very emotional from the get-go, she stated by means of tears:

“I was caught up in my own story. I was trying to get this happy ending, and I think I was more interested in what was going on with me than with anyone else. While it wasn’t meant to be mean, I wasn’t caring or helping them through their difficult times.”

One occasion, particularly, that drew consideration was her choice to get flirty with Kwame within the pool at a resort in Mexico proper after getting engaged to Paul Peden. Micah claims she’s spoken to Kwame’s fiancée Chelsea Griffin and apologized:

“When things were happening, I definitely had conversations with Chelsea. The disrespect shown at the pool party is embarrassing. Obviously, we were all drinking, but it doesn’t erase the fact that it was inappropriate. I think it was disrespectful to her and to Paul, so I apologized to her then. But watching it back, it was still, it was upsetting for me, so I imagine that it was upsetting for her. So I felt the need to reach out again and just remind her that I’m sorry and if she wants to talk or get more information, I was open to that.”

While Chelsea hasn’t mentioned chatting with Micah concerning the pool scene, she did say she was “very upset” watching the scene again and felt like somebody had stabbed her within the again.

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But the pool interplay wasn’t the one time Micah was known as out for being impolite to each Chelsea and her personal husband-to-be. She and her ex additionally shared an intimate chat throughout Chelsea’s birthday celebration later within the season, which she stated caught her “off guard” when she watched it again. The advertising and marketing supervisor famous:

“I know at that time, Kwame and I were both completely committed to both our relationships. So watching it, kind of gave me discomfort. I immediately felt for Chelsea and felt for Paul… I was like, ‘Oh my god, you’re not going to like this. I don’t like it.’ But I think it came from a place of just continuing to get that closure. I felt like every time I saw him, I was trying to apologize for the abrupt end and maybe overcompensating a little bit for how I made him feel.”

Hmm. Completely dedicated?? She and Kwame stored asking one another in the event that they thought they made the fitting alternative when choosing a accomplice. Kinda felt like they had been hoping they’d get a second likelihood. Just saying…

When requested how she feels now that it’s been a 12 months for the reason that present was filmed, the fact star candidly instructed the outlet:

“I feel like I matured a lot throughout the process. I feel like I still have a lot to go.”

We guess the web’s harsh response to her half within the present was an enormous wake-up name! Judging how emotional she was on this interview, now we have a sense the stay reunion particular on Sunday, April 16 can be a doozy for her! Her destiny with Paul nonetheless stays up within the air, too, so there’s much more drama to come back! For now, take a look at her candid interview (beneath)!