Megan Fox Reflects on Experiencing Pregnancy Loss With MGK

In a deeply private assortment of poetry titled “Pretty Boys Are Poisonous,” printed on Nov. 7, Megan Fox revealed she skilled a being pregnant loss that profoundly impacted her relationship with Colson Baker, aka Machine Gun Kelly. “I had never been through anything like that in my life,” Fox mentioned in a current interview with Good Morning America about her e-book of poems. “I have three kids, so it was very difficult for both of us and it sent us on a very wild journey together and separately . . . trying to navigate, ‘What does this mean?’ and ‘Why did this happen?'”

“I had never been through anything like that in my life.”

In one poem about an ultrasound, the mother of three boys, displays on being 10 weeks pregnant with a child woman, writing, “maybe if you hadn’t . . . maybe if i had . . .” The temporary verse seems to be an expression of grief over her being pregnant loss with Fox considering what may have been.

Later within the e-book, Fox writes, “I want to hold your hand / hear your laugh.” In a separate verse, she provides, “but now / I have to say / goodbye.” Using traces that mix anecdotes with analogies, Fox poignantly expresses her sorrow. “I will pay any price,” Fox writes of her being pregnant loss and the opportunity of carrying her child to time period. “Tell me please / what is the ransom / for her soul?”

The verses in Fox’s poems are heartbreaking and susceptible, exhibiting a aspect of the actor and author we’ve got not seen earlier than. Months earlier than Fox’s e-book of poems was printed, nonetheless, followers consider Kelly could have alluded to Fox’s being pregnant loss in his tune, “Last November.” The tune, which was launched on June 24, contains the lyrics “You didn’t wake up today / I didn’t get to see your face / Was it my fault? Was it karma?” In the second verse, Kelly provides, “One day and another ten weeks / I never even got to hear your heart beat.”

In the tune’s refrain, Kelly, who’s a father to 13-year-old Casie Colson Baker from a earlier relationship, provides, “So sad we ended up here / So sad, but everything’s clear / Could I save your life if I pressed rewind? / I wish I could go back to November last year.” In a zine about his album “Mainstream Sellout,” Kelly added that his tune “Twin Flame” was initially titled “One Day and 10 Weeks,” a reference to the period of Fox’s being pregnant. At the 2022 Billboard Music Awards, he additionally devoted a efficiency of “Twin Flame,” to “our unborn child” after telling the viewers he “wrote this song for my wife.”

Fox’s staggering poems have struck a robust twine with many followers who’ve had related experiences. “I can feel her pain and strength, vividly. A beautiful release while finding her voice,” one reader wrote on Amazon. Another reader added, “The poems are hypnotizing. It hits deep in your soul.”

Ahead, see Fox mirror on “Pretty Boys Are Poisonous” and her being pregnant loss.

Megan Fox Reflects on Her Pregnancy Loss With Machine Gun Kelly